Alcohol to numb the pain,

weed for the low, 

damn I’m so messed up,

how did I let myself go?

Surrounded by people,

but I felt so alone,

my feet took me for a walk, 

I was in my own zone,

A hazy shadow appeared,

and an unfamiliar hand,

where am I right now?

and why can’t I stand?

Next thing I knew,

I awoke nauseous and scorn, 

every inch covered in dirt, 

my clothes were all torn,

I tried to get up,

but collapsed back to the ground,

I called out for my friends,

but of course heard no sound,

These days my smile has faded,

my head hangs in shame,

without knowing the face who broke my spirit,

I only had myself to blame,

I no longer sleep, 

he haunts me in my dreams,

if only I had someone, 

to silence all my screams,

So now here I am,

breathing but in a trance,

my life has been taken,

by a man who took off my pants.